I started writing a blog post last week, but somehow I couldn’t get excited about describing emotional trauma caused by mountains of clutter in a home I’d visited. While I was writing, something happened—Hurricane Matthew. I kept imagining mothers in Haiti hovering over their babies while the winds were sweeping away their flimsy homes. My mind was scrolling through images I’d either seen or imagined.
I experienced my own angst as I heard the familiar scary howling sounds in the pitch darkness just outside my walls. I’ve lived near the coast my entire life and gone through many storms. Night is most difficult because you can’t see what’s happening right around you. I recommend Benadryl for those occasions. I was caring for my adult daughter with severe cognitive challenges and a very sweet mother-in-law who has her share of memory issues. When the lights went out I consciously spoke in soft sweet tones trying to keep my charges “happy”. I kept reminding myself how fortunate I was to live in a sturdy brick house.
Nearly a week after the storm, as the images keep coming through social media, I’ve had to fight feeling overwhelmed. I hurt so for the victims. How can I complain about inconveniences when others have suffered so much more? As I was praying for the ones hurting and also for my own heart, God reminded me that I’ve weathered my storms, and others have weathered their own. We can’t determine what storms we’ll encounter. Only our Creator knows.
“Here on earth you will have many trials and sorrows. But take heart because I have overcome the world.”
GOD IS SOVEREIGN.
“He is before all things and in him all things hold together.”
What I can control is the way I respond to what comes my way. I’m not helping the Haitian people by worrying, but I can help in a small way by supporting the efforts of people who are serving. (http://samaritanspurse.org) And I can pray.
As I sorted through all of this in my mind, I recalled other storms in my life. Hurricane Frederick is the one I associate with becoming a single mom. My son was nearly two and I was pregnant with my daughter. I never planned to “single parent”, but sometimes those storms come along as well. I remember the winds whipping up as I dragged all the garbage cans, chairs and flower pots to safe storage.
I remember that my little boy, Ben, and I moved in with our friends, the Beavers. We ended up losing power for many days and the short distance between our houses was blocked; huge trees littering the streets. Neighbors brought thawed food from freezers and cooked on grills. We disinfected the water we’d saved in the bathtub by adding Clorox. We lived with our friends for more than a week. The closeness to loved ones balances the memories of painful realities in my life at the time.
A baby shower for my friend Kathy had been planned during Frederick, which of course, had to be postponed. When Renee hosted the party a few weeks later, it took on a festive hurricane theme! Cynthia, the cake decorating genius, created a “disaster cake”. Broken Twix candy bars became strewn trees. We rearranged the art on the walls in a lopsided fashion and turned decorative pieces over as if a wind had blown right through the home. We agreed to use no lights; only candles and kerosene lamps. And……Spam was on the menu, since it was an undesired symbol of the hurricane during the aftermath. It’s amazing how creatively you can prepare Spam when you’re hungry!
Just one week ago, the house in this photo, belonging to our friend Grey, was torn in half by a large oak tree. Amazingly, he was spared from harm— dashing from his bedroom as he heard the tree coming down. God’s love in the midst of the storm.
Writing has helped me to recall difficulties I’ve come through and most importantly, God’s faithfulness. I take comfort; knowing He will likewise be faithful to His other hurting children. I’ll keep donating drinking water to our North Carolina neighbors and help however I can. I’ll also attempt to let go of things outside of my control, which is nearly everything.
“When you come out of the storm, you won’t be the same person who walked in. That’s what this storm’s all about.”
I still have friends mention that fun and crazy baby shower! When I am weathering a storm I still know I can call and depend on my sweet dear friends whose bonds were forged in the many storms that are inevitable in this life. Love you, sweet Myra. Aren’t we blessed?
I love you Kathy! Thanks for reading and for your reply. We need to get together 🙂 Blessed; yes!
I had never heard the Hurricane Frederick story. Thanks for sharing!
Thanks for reading, John!