Marriage is So Much Trouble

“Anything worth having is worth fighting for.”

Susan Elizabeth Phillips


In October Tom and I decided to make a quick trip to the mountains. While gathering all  the things, and feeling like it was taking forever just to load the car, I had a familiar thought. I wondered why we were going to so much trouble for two nights away. Turns out we spent most of our time in the car. With random delays and unprecedented traffic, we arrived exhausted and grumpy (me) long after midnight. We’d have one full day of vacation. It turns out, the one day ended up being delightful and worth the extreme effort. Every scenario that throws the two of us alone together is a worthwhile investment.

Another trip took place about 22 years ago. Our married life had become distant and stressed. Tom worked nearly an hour away. He was a chemical engineer at a paper mill and on call 24/7. We were truly like strangers much of the time. When we finally had time to talk I sometimes felt frozen and didn’t even know where to begin.

One Sunday he announced that after church he and I would leave the four kids with grandparents and go away together overnight to Baldhead Island. You might be thinking I was jumping up and down and high-fiving at that point. But, instead, my response was one of ambivalence. I could take it or leave it. I just felt numb and didn’t even know what to say. My tendency is to stay home so he actually had to talk me into it.

Here’s what I remember about those two trips:

It took a few hours to relax and start to really talk. Without life’s clutter and chatter I began to really see my husband for the quality human he is and I fell in love all over again. We directly looked at each other and honestly shared our stresses and feelings. We really listened. I recall watching the sunset at Baldhead and actually thinking, “How could life be any better?” What??? I didn’t want to be here six hours earlier!  The eye-opening truth is this: We need dedicated time with our spouses! It’s always so much trouble and even costly financially. but IT IS WORTH IT! On that occasion we were back home in twenty-four hours or less and we both felt like different people.

May I humbly suggest that if you’re married DON’T QUIT. If you’re fantasizing about living separately, find someone who can help you. Don’t threaten to leave or use the D word. If you feel like you’ve fallen out of love with your spouse it may be that you fell in love without understanding the meaning of the word. You had unrealistic expectations. Love is a verb not a feeling. Of course there are wonderful feelings associated with love! But when the feelings escape you that’s when you remember your promise. You put the other person first. The kids are second! Save money for a babysitter. Celebrate and play with your spouse like you do with your friends. Make your home and bedroom presentable as you would for guests!  Stop demanding that the other one meet your emotional needs. Magic will happen when YOU start meeting the needs of your spouse. That’s where fulfillment is. We need each other. Marriage is a gift that keeps on giving.

And the best news of all: It gets better and better. I wouldn’t trade what we have at thirty-one years for the newlywed stage FOR ANYTHING!

“Let the wife make the husband glad to come home, and let him make her sorry to see him leave.”

Martin Luther

8 thoughts on “Marriage is So Much Trouble

  • February 4, 2017 at 4:32 pm

    Love this Myra! It’s so true. I appreciate your candidness and honesty. Marriage is hard, but worth the effort every time. I can’t tell you how many times Tim and I have been there, but I can tell you that God was also there every time, right in the middle. And when we turned back to Him, He turned things back in the right direction, every time! And we’re still hanging in there, going on 25 years! I know, all too well, what you mean about defaulting to selfishness, He’s a good, good Father to me (us). One of the quotes I remember from my grandmother was, ” if it’s worth having, it’s worth fighting for”…guess someone else was wise enough to know that too:)
    Glad to know you, love you bunches

    • September 17, 2017 at 11:40 pm

      Hi Kim, I’m just now seeing your comment! So sorry for not replying earlier. Thank you so much for what you wrote from your heart. We are all fighting for what we know to be right, aren’t we? And, as you said, God is so faithful to give us all we need for life and godliness. Love you too! and Miss you!

    • October 30, 2019 at 6:03 pm

      Thank you! Sorry I missed this earlier! Miss y’all. Hope you’re doing well! 🙂

  • February 4, 2017 at 10:23 pm

    Wise words as Gene and I celebrate 22 years today not always easy but oh so special

  • February 24, 2017 at 3:34 pm

    Gross! Just kidding. Good stuff, mom


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